If there is a day whereby I don't regret watching TV shows, it is today. I am not one to have lazy days, and even if I have lazy days, I never use them to watch TV shows. I'd prefer to read until am totally lost in the fiction world. Today, though, I felt so lazy to read. So I urged myself to watch something, anything interesting. The lucky TV show to get my attention was, drumroll, is 'Awkward!'
I enjoyed many episodes from that TV show, but nothing can really keep my attention for long. So I gave it a break and continued to pore on my long list of novels that I haven't yet finished. I am such an introvert; that, a good book is more interesting than a social encounter. I seriously need to work on that, but am trying to, though.
The episode interestingly talked about: how it feels to be popular, how the cyber-life really is and what is the best kind of social life to pursue.
How it feels to be popular
The episode depicted how a girl climbed the social ladder and instantaneously became popular. At first it felt so interesting for her, but things took a different toll. Popularity seems interesting when you view it as a third person. It doesn't mean that the one who is popular gets things easily. The girl thought that being popular is going to change her life, but really it doesn't. One would feel that being popular can make you feel different or not be the same person, but it doesn't, you'll still be you.
I like to think of popularity as a career. Because you just don't wake up from your bed and say that I want to be popular. Even if you were born popular, you have to nourish it or else you'll fall out of the radar. Popularity entails every little thing you do. It includes stuff like: who you date, how you talk, walk, how you treat people, and in general, who you are as a person. Because popularity entails who you are as a person you need to change who you are to get the type of crowd you seek attention from.
The risk of being popular is that you will reach a point where you will lose yourself, and God forbid, you forget who you are. I am not saying that popularity is bad, but I am saying that if you can be popular and still be genuinely happy, then go for it!
How the cyber-life really is!
The cyber-life is such a fickle thing. It used to make me so insecure that I felt that I am no good. When people post pictures about their life and it makes you think if you are even living. One of my friends used to say that he can't stand people in Instagram because they were so self-centered. He used to say,''How can people post many selfies like that? They are so self-absorbed.'' What he used to complain is that people use Instagram to show off their life. People don't use Instagram to be proud of nature; maybe, just take a picture of an animal or scenery. Although he was a bit extreme, I get his point.
In the episode, it showed that the newly popular girl was invited to a get together with the popular kids. The funny thing is, the get together was really boring. She was also forced to kiss college guys just for show. To cover up for their boring time, they took selfies while smiling. It's like they wanted to make the world believe that they are having a great time while thy are not. How pathetic!
This also happens in real life. People use the cyber-world to make people believe that they are living in their own little fairytale while they are not. People post incredible pictures, portraying their incredible life, but most of it is just a lie!
I used to feel so bad about having a sad, boring and plain lifestyle, and the cyber-world aggravated the situation. The thing I didn't know is that it doesn't necessarily mean that people are happy because of the pictures they post. After all, people want to give out their best side to the public. They won't care if it is true or the lengths they go to prove to the world that they are living a fantastic life. When all the facade comes down, they are like you and me.
Don't get me wrong, but what I want to say is that you shouldn't feel bad because someone seems to have an interesting life in cyber-world. We shouldn't feel bad because we don't post the awe-striking pictures like other people do. Because in private, at least most of them, are like you and me!
Best kind of social life to pursue
If you have friends that will always love you through lengths of trials, then you have enough. If your normal life brings you popularity, enjoy it, but don't forget the little few who love you no matter what. Actually they are the ones that will constantly help you to figure out yourself in the best possible way.
Don't lose yourself, cause that is what that make you different from millions of people passing through the world. And popularity is such a fickle thing, you can't put it down on a complete lockdown.
So live life in a way that portrays you in the best way possible. Let you inside sync with your outside...
Cheers guys!